Opps, I did it again!

Hahaha!! wow!! Now then I know, you guys are spying my blog!
Well... I'm waiting for 27 July, when I will start working... So, now quite free to blog...
Hmm... But now then I know, a blog, when entered into contest, can win $$$!!
gOsh... What's going on??? Don't work le... Just blog all day long can le... hehe!
Anyway, due to my complaint letter to Harvey Norman, one of the salesperson cannot be promoted... Opps... Well... He didn't explain to me and hence, this misunderstanding happened...
Why do I feels so guilty??

Bear on the Move!

wOw.. I was like a bear during winter... Lazy to do things, any thing, at all!
Recently the most spectacular thing that I had done was, VISIT THE PC SHOW 2009!
I had spent alot of my energy in Suntec Convention Centre on the 1st day of PC show, which was on 11th June 2009, a thursday... I was there since 12pm till night 9pm... Erm... I don't know what I had really done down there... haha! But, I bought a desktop...! FINALLY...
Acer Aspire Prestige... The specs not bad and is much more cheaper than HP, although alot of ppl told me HP is better in terms of branding.. (I'm stubborn.. haha!)
I went down again to the PC show on Sat! haha!! That's why I said going to the PC Show 2009 was considered hard-working as I went down for 2 days!
As for now, I'm finding things to keep myself occupied... Also, waiting for my PC to arrive, which will be this coming Fri... 2 more days... ~.~
Also, waiting to start my job... aWwww.... Why time crawls??

Scary FYP

Hmmm... Seems like my routine for this few days was:
Wake up.. Eat.. Project... Eat... Project... Eat... Project... Sleep...
Lucky Lucky!!!!
Will be handing in the draft this friday!!!!
HAVE A BREAK!!! Woho!!!
I was thinking, why do people want us to submit such a report?
Frankly speaking, when reader reads the report, they only read the important parts...
They won't spend the time reading those introduction, purpose, scope... Bla bla bla....
Sometimes, I felt that, waste my time of writing whereby people don't read... haha!
Nevermind them...
Haha!!!! Ending soon ending soon!!!!

Happy New Year!

Haha! After so many months, I decided to post something on my blog, again.
Hmmm... Today I intended to do my FYP and try to do as much as possible....
BUT, I only did a small portion of it!
Finally changed my internet provider to Starhub after using another one for so many years!
The previous provider actually give me a great headache... The connection really yucks!
Now changed to starhub, hopes it is good.. =)
But, too bad.. My desktop can't connect to it as the internet was installed in my dad's study room. Now my poor little desktop has to use external wireless modem with the little low internet connect.
Hmmmm... So, what should I do with the old modem, plugs and everything???
I'm thinking of posting it on ebay and sell it... Hehe!!!
Hope I can sell it and earn afew bucks!

What is Love all about???

What is love???
I thought LOVE is between 2 person and it needs 2 of them to get it nuture and grow??
It can't be just one said giving and the other taking...
One way communication, is that really workable for a relationship??
I don't think so...
Men tends to keep what they feels to themselves, expecting the girl to know what they actually is thinking.... Isn't it so?
Being angry at the guys isn't what girls enjoy...
Particularly me, I am tired of just getting unhappy in a relationship...
I had tried being happy and feeling happy in this relationship...
Indeed, I'm happy since the beginning of this relationship...
Everytime when I am being asked about my relationship, I gave a very positive answer...
Really, I thought I am always very happy in this relationship, regardless of the problems that had been happening recently... between us...
But, it doesn't goes as expected... At least, I feels so...
Comes to think about it, what do I achieved by throwing tantrum at him and nagging at him???
I think, is nothing... Everything goes back to square one again not long after....
Instead, it makes me feels more and more like adding pressure into this relationship....
I knew that, this problem between us getting serious since my birthday...
And, he doesn't wish that to happen too...
I admit that, I'm being selfish.... I care more about my own than his....
But comes to think about it again, I got tired when I throw tantrum at him, he will feels so too, right???
What for??? What has this relationship becomes???
I knew that, it's not everyday cloudy day when I'm with him... But, at least 3 days in a week, it is... At least 43% of my time with him, tends to turn into cloudy days...
What am I going to do???

Twist on my 22nd Birthday

First of all, I want to thank all the MS Peepz for celebrating my birthday on 5th Nov with me, in Kushinbo...
And thanks for the crocos voucher! hehe! I finally bought a crocos... Haha!!!
So, my actual day of birthday, which is yesterday, 6th nov, it was planned to celebrate together with James....
But in the end, due to some unforesee circumstances, he had to leave me alone and left me with disappointment.
I know that he had no choice as some thing serious had happened to his family.
In the end, I spent my last few hours of my birthday in TTSH.
The atmosphere there was tensed...
Suddenly I realised that, we must really cherish the people around us as we won't know what will happened any moment....
Someone who is fit and healthy, can suddenly just landed up in hospital with caused still unknown...
I don't dare to enter into the CCU as I knew that I will definitely shed tears....
I did not want to add in additional sorrow to his family....
I don't know what can I do other than sitting there to accompany him....
A sudden thought of death, it can be so scary....
If I knew that I will definitely die, I will not want the doctor to try and rescue me....
If I knew that I can survive if the doctor try to save me, I don't mind going through all the torturing treatments and suffer for a period of time....
I really hope that the 2nd thought of mine can actually happen....
I should change my birthday wish....
I wish that, the person in hospital can wake up as soon as possible... Your family is waiting for you...
God bless you....

Is This What I Want?

Had been busy with projects, tests, tuitions for the past few weeks...
Finally this 3 days, I had some rest from projects and tests... But, I still have those tuitions....
Hmmm... Being in a relationship is a very difficuit module to learn...
To be in a relationship, is to find happiness...
But, along this path, there's alot of things that makes me sad...
It totally depends on whether I can hold on to it and pass all this barriers...
But, I'm afraid, I can't as I am a person who give up easily....