机会

Hehe! In the afternoon, when I walked to the kitchen, towards the basin, I saw a frozen chicken.... On its packaging, it writen "LUCKY CHICKEN".... Haha!!!
Yah... the chicken was indeed a lucky one....
Lucky to have me eating it... hohohohoho!!!
Was watching drama, 命中注定我爱你....
One of the sentence inside the show made me had a deep impression...
机会就像小偷。。。
它来的时候静悄悄，你没发现到。。。
当它已离开时，你才发现你重要的东西不见了。。。
Anyway, who knows where can I get confidence???
Anything I can do????
Argh!!!! SOS!!!

Why today rain again??

Slept around 3am this morning and woke up around 11 to prepare for school....
Feels so sleepy still... Maybe becuz I took the medicine before I slept... And the giddiness still there...
So, dragging myself to school with my head spinning and still, my stomach cramp-ing...
In class, I can't concentrate well... My brain still asleep...
Managed to get something into my brain during Intermodal lecture...
So, went off to tuition at my Cousin's house...
While half way thru the tuition, my dad called to her house and looked for me...
So funny... Normally he will call my hp... Today, he chose to call their house...
He didn't even try to call my hp before calling over to their house!
Obvious, he don't believe that I'm going over to my cousin's house for dinner!
Hate it hate it hate it!
Well... He called over and scolded me for not closing the window... And Pillow was totally drenched...
I'm not feeling well and was in a hurry this morning so I forgotten to close the living room window lor...
So, I know that, when I go home, I will tio 2nd round nagging again... So, don't feels like going home...
After tuition, I ate in my uncle's house and after that, we make mooncake!
Wow! Nice! Redbean mooncakes! Snow skin de! Hehe!! I love it!
Finished making these mooncakes and it's time to go home... So reluctantly, I proceed home... Haiz... As expected, the moment I stepped into my house, the radio started....
I'm so moody!!!!!! Why can't I have peace when I reach home???
I don't feel like going home... But, I can't do that always... Cuz, the nagging will be worsen...
Haiz... Dun feels like, but have to... =(

Cyborg She

Cramp the whole day.... Didn't feels like going to school in this condition... haha!
In the evening, went down town for a movie with Munk...
Before movie, we had sushi at Suki Sushi.... Hehe! Longed for Japanese food liao!
Watched Cyborg She... It's a nice movie!!!! wOw!!!
Really really very nice!!!! Haha! Munk loved the girl alot sia... haha!!!
sO, after the movie, under the phyco-ing of devil munk, I had Green Tea M-Furry...
aRgh!!! Stomach already cramp like mad... Cramp le still eat icecream...
The pain increasing more and more... argh!!!!
haha! nvmm... no choice... my fault tat I cannot resist the temptation and phyco-ism from Munk!!!
Oh ya... Found a very fun place!!!!
wOw!!! I will go there one day to play... hehe!
But, it's an expensive entertainment... hOho!!!!
But, I STILL WANT TO TRY!!!! =P
Oh ya oh ya!!! and, 我要失业了!!!!
Haiz... Most of my kids gonna stop tuition in October after their PSLE and O level...
Awwww..... Die.....

Sleepless Night...

Ahhhh... Can't get to sleep... Stomach so crampy... Awww...

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3 Days....

This few days, had been spending time with James....
Time seems to fly so fast when we are together...
As if time is not enough... haha!
Today, he went overseas to work liao... Awwwwww....
Although only 3 days, I still miss him...
But... He had called me just now.... hehe!!
Although is a short conversation, but, still sweet enough!! Hehe!!!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! See..!!!
Now time seems to crawl... Haiz.....
Anyway, today went over to Roy's shower....
He grow fatter and fatter each day... haha!!!
He resembles more like his dad as he grows...

It's Friday again!!!

Yeh!!! It's friday! It's weekend again... hehe!
Just finished watching Fantasy Couple... Not a bad drama...
Now started watching Moonlight Resonance Season 2...
It's nice!!!! Temptation again... hoho!
Hmmm... Nothing much happened recently... haha!
Tuesday went over to Chinatown to look at information on tour...
After that went to eat 砂锅饭.... NICE!!! HEHE!!! HAd too much craving for food recently...
Then followed by durians... Deadly combi... Throat dead...
haha!
Yesterday, which is Thursday, went to eat Pizza with Munk...
Oh gosh... I can feel the fats accumulating around my tummy! haha!!!

Funny Weather!

Hmmmm.... Today the weather super funny...
Sunny, then rain... Stop raining... Becomes sunny again... Now, it rains again...
I had been sneezing from the moment I got to school...
On and off... It comes and goes... haha!!! Finally, it stopped... Just only... hehe!!
Hope it don't comes back again....
This few days, didn't really blog... Cannot find the time...
Hehe!!! Friday and Sat, went over to James' place and we had dinner together...
Dinner is prepared by... JAMES!!! haha! I'm just the "supervisor"... Hoho!!!
We watched Olympics together....
Although just dinner and watching TV together, but, I enjoy the moments that we spend together... =)
So, on Sun, I went over to my sis' house and he went over with me...
The intention was to bake cookies but end up, we were eating food there and didn't do anything... But, we had celebrated my sis' birthday together! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Oh ya... As for my previous post, I think I had some misunderstanding on my own feelings...
Sometimes, when I feel happiness is around me, I will also have those "心酸" feelings...
So, I think, those are towards +ve feelings... hehe!!! I'm too obsess into HAPPINESS FACTORY... haha~~~

我想要说出口，但是说不出口

Had tennis game in school and I almost drove Munk crazy during the game... haha!
Opps... Sorry!!!
My wrist feels quite painful after the game and it's so numb now...
Anyway, after the game, we went to Jurong Point and had KFC...
While eating... We talked about afew things, all about relationship....
First of all, we both come to a consensus that, we have quite good faith in Sinz and Wei Quan's relationship... 加油加油加油!!!
Next, is about the old topic... 女人送上门，男人都会要... Too difficult to write in details in my blog... haha!!!
Then, is about why people get into relationship.... I was thinking about it too...
In a relationship, definitely there will be things that we will feels hurt....
Will the happy moments be able to overcome those hurtful things?
In the past, I feels that, why people are so dumb to get into a relationship when they knew that will definitely hurt them at times....
But now I realised, when there is someone whom I feels that is worth it appears in front of me, then, I will automatically become that dummy.... And, I'm a dummy now... Opps...
I feels that, 在一段感情里，伤心是难免的。。
如果我们是注定在一起的，那么，在雨过天晴的时候，我们之间的感情会更加坚固。。
但是，好的结果跟坏的结果，通常就那一线之差。。。
一旦做错了决定，一切美好的事物就从此失去了。。。
如果我们所做的是对的，那么，我们就慢慢的迈向幸福的道路。。。
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Had been together for a month le...
Recently had lesser and lesser things to talk about...
Silent moment seems like surrounding us....
Quite alot of silent calls....
Suddenly, I become silent too....
I dunno what to say, or maybe, how to say things that I want to say....
Automatically, without me knowing the exact reason, my heart starts to feel........
Water just flows upwards to my eyes....
As usual, I also dunno why....
It's not that he is not a nice person... He is nice....
But sometimes, some actions or words makes me feels that I'm being push away....
Maybe he don't mean it, or should I say, I knew that he don't mean it... But...
What to do? I don't have a remote control to stop my heart from aching...
Feelings are something I couldn't control and it is what I want to control the most....
Feelings makes me uncontrollably fall in love....
and it uncontrollably makes me feels so 幸福 at times....
and it also uncontrollably makes me feels sad sometimes....
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This few days, I just don't feels like talking about how I feels over varies issues....
I think I'm just trying to avoid... I'm just 逃避-ing over those issues....
I just feel like escaping.... But to where? For what reason? I also dunno...
I feels like I'm dreaming... Can someone pull me back to reality and face everything...?

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Oh ya... Photos taken on 12 Aug...

1st Month

First of all...

Happy 1st Month James....

Times flies and we had been together for a month le...

I had great time with you, thanks!

Next, today not feeling well... Gastric started to give me problem since morning...

I'm physically and mentally drained up...

Didn't have much energy left, especially after the argument with that Capt. lecturer...

Haiz... And, too many things flowing into my mind and I'm trying to get my thoughts flow...

Devil always make people have sudden thoughts on certain issues and is just 一线之间, to make the right or wrong decision...

As usual, this kind of sudden thoughts came into my mind and I have to control myself from saying things I don't meant to say....

Argh... Brain cells dead.... Opps...!

The first antidote is to get that Capt. lecturer out of my life..!

Sinful Sunday

awwwww.... My Sunday had passed very sinfully!
Chocolates all the way... Now felt so heaty... Awwww....
Itchy mouth and itchy hand... Took the chocolates and ate non-stop... Argh!
So, finally got hold of the photos taken during the Paintball session... Haha!
I was laughing like mad when I saw this photo... Dunno why would I have this funny reaction when Sher took it... Opps...!

Haha! Ok... Should start talking about the beginning of that day... 8th August 2008...
We went to Swensen to celebrate Potato's birthday... HEre's the photo.. And, Ah Dai, u didn't even tell me that my face had been covered up by someone's head!!!

Ok... Enough of Arron's face... Haha!
Back to my PaintBall game....
Before we started our war.... We had a photo taken...

During half time......

After Game....

And here, is the powerful wound I had...

Lonely and Scared....

What a weird timing for me to blog... I was actually asleep around 11pm but was awaken by Pillow's barking since 12 midnight... He started barking at that time and I woke up.. I am alone at home cuz my family went to Malaysia for holiday... My sis is still not back yet and I don't think will be any sooner...
Pillow barked non-stop and it gets louder and louder and he also started whining... I'm so frightened... I don't dare to open my eyes, nor walk over to turn on the lights... Gosh..! My stomach started aching then! All becuz of the 1 big tube of ice cream that I had took as my dinner... I tried to tolerate with the aching and does not want to get out of my bed... But the aching get worsen... So, I pick up my phone... Haiz... 12.40am... Who can I call at this hour and will still be awake, and won't scold me for calling at this hour...? I feels like calling over to J, but afraid that he was already asleep.... Don't want to wake him up in the middle of the night for this kind of stupid thing... haiz....
When I open my phone, I saw Munk's sms... And he had just smsed over not long ago... So, I called over... Haha! Obviously, he said that I very funny...
"Just stand and walk over to turn on the lights lor... "
When I on the lights of my room and opened the door, so suay! Saw a lizard...!
Hehe! Managed to get over to my dad's room to use his toilet... Paisei arh Munk to call at this hour... Called over to 壮胆nia...
The lizard really scare the hell out of me sia!!!! Everytime..... Everytime when I am left alone at home, all the lizards like to come out... Why must they do this to me?!?!?!?! Why must they come to scare me when I am alone, with no one beside me to protect me???
I always says that I prefer to be alone at home as it is peace and quiet... But, there is also bad side about being alone at home... I have to face all the "dangers" and "fears" alone...
Frankly speaking, I hate to be alone at home... But, neither do I like to have my family at home... There's a reason behind it anyway...
Haiz... Where is my 避风港? With peace and no lizards....
Felt so lonely now and scared...
How I wish that I have my elder sis beside me....
Someone to put me to bed when I feels frighten...
Someone to hoax me when I am awaken by nightmares....
Someone to assure me that I'm safe....
Someone to protect me even though she herself will be in danger....
Someone who will sleep beside me to makes me feel security....
Comes to think about it, I suddenly miss my elder sis and my mom so much...

My Best Buddy, Fat Munk!

Just now I was chatting with Ah Dai online.... So, he asked me, when Munk and I started to get so close together? What had happened that made our bonding so close....?
So, I tried to recall... Hmmmm....
During Year 1, we were just friends.... Normal friends.... I can even say that, we do consider as those hi-bye friends...
Things started changing when we got to Year 2 Sem 1....
We took the same elective module, Urban Planning and Environment... This elective ends at 8.30pm...
So, everytime, I can say that, almost every lesson of this elective, we would leave early and went out together...
1) Ajisen Ramen in IMM... haha! We had the thoughts of attempting to climb over the fence in the middle of the road... But, in the end, we still choose to walk the overhead bridge...
2) Ding Tai Feng in Raffles City... That's the most frequent dinner place of ours...
3) Swensen and Pastamania in Westmall... haha! Cuz he has direct bus back to his house...
Still got many other places... But very random lah...
Through all the eating and talking, we got to know each other more and more and we have alot of exchange of ideas through argu-ing...
Yah... We argue alot and that's how we communicate... Our way of communication is through firing... Opps...!
Our taste of food are quite common and also, our preference of movies are similar...
That makes us having more things to talk about and to hang out...
But, our bonding was strengthened and firmed during Year 2 Sem 2....
Something bad happened in my Uni Life and Munk was there....
He accompanied me through that hell-liked semester...
He provide me with a listening ear, listening to all my sorrows, mumbling, nagging, shouting, bla bla bla... With no complains...
And he console me too... But in the form of violence... That's how he care for people... haha!!!
And through that incident, I knew that, strongly knew that, he is the one... The person whom I can really trust... That's when I classified him as my Closest Buddy...
He knew almost all my problems that I'm facing... And he tried his best to help me...
He knew me too well...
Going to Norway, of cuz had enhanced our friendship, and in addition, strengthened the friendship between me and other MS Peepz... =D
To Munk:
Sometimes, becuz u understand me too well, I couldn't hide myself...
Sometimes, cuz u know how I feels but others don't, makes me just feels like crying but not becuz I'm sad...
But felt so relief that at least, there are still someone who knows me, and understand me...
Thank you so much...
I had now found my own happiness and are working hard on it...
But, our friendship will still be there... =) Nothing change ya!
Once again, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!
*Stupid Ah Dai... Made me recall all this... Just want to blog them down... Just in case I forget everything 1 day.... Opps!*

Paint Ball = Pain Ball

Hm... Nothing much happened in the morning, except that I went driving, and had forgotten all about checking of blindspots... Haha! After that, went the direction back home...
When I reached home, I put down all my barang barang and headed to NTUC, intending to buy some soba to make lunch for him... But, OOS in NTUC!!! Haha! In the end, empty handed and went back home... But, I still managed to crack my head and thought of something to cook for him... Half way through, I realised that there were no eggs in the fridge... Argh! Made 1 more trip down to Cheers to get some... Took me around an hour plus to finish making... Hehe!!! But, worth it ba... haha!!!
Then I rush down to Jurong Point to meet Mr Potato and gang for lunch... By the time I reached, they had already finished their food... So, I didn't eat anything there... But then, they wanted to go Swensen... So, we went to North Point and into the Swensen... I then realised that they wanted to go Swensen as they intended to buy cake there and celebrate for him! I thought that they were so nice to me and bring me to Swensen for lunch... -.-
Around 3pm, we reached Orchid Country Club....!
YEH!!! FINALLY I GOT TO PLAY PAINTBALL!!! So excited at that moment!!!
When done with all the necessary documents and briefing, the war was about to began!
wOw!!! Fully geared up! Haha!!!
The whole game was really fun and exciting... And, when the paintball hits, it is really very very pain...
Munk got 1 on his butt, done by Sinz...
J got one on his knee, done by Munk...
And, J got one on his arm by me....
Hmmm.... Baohua got one on her head, by me...
And Amelia got 1 on her chest, by me...
I got 1 on my wrist, done by Mr Potato...
And one on the back of my thigh... Most probably by Munk...
I have 2 pictures on my wound on my thigh but internet connection is rather slow today... Will post them tomorrow, inclusive of all the photos taken in Swensen and in TAG Paintball!
OH ya... Not to forget, MR Potato is a good player... He can really get the box to the home ground most of the time... Or, should I say, EVERYTIME?! haha!!!
So, all of them went back home after the game... J & me went to ChongPang for dinner... Had fish soup with rice + Wu xiang... hehe!!! Not bad the food down there...
So, there was still some drizzling but we headed to Khatib there for a walk... haha!
Had a look at the Prawn pond in the park, and also, examined a very strange but cute looking tree... The tree grows in the way that it looks so cute... Short and fat... Haha!
Actually I intended to take a picture of it.. But, given that it was night time, and during this scary period of time, I think, next time then I will take the picture of it and post on my blog... haha!!!
When reached home, I DIY some spa for my face... haha! Now I felt so refreshing...! wOw!!! hehe! Long time since I really do some exfoliating and put on a facial mask... hehe!!!
I gonna enjoy the cool weather now and go to bed... GOOD NITE!!!

Why so Tired?

Yawn... Went driving in afternoon, 1220 lesson.. But, I'm late! haha!! Well.. Not that I had anything to do before that... IS just that, the weather was too hot and I was so reluctant to leave my house... Today had learnt 3-point turn and did all the revision for circuit... Hm... The instructor for today and yesterday was the same guy... This guy, is the one whom I dislike since the start of my driving lesson... But, he treated me very well for this 2 days... Abit weird sia the feeling... Suddenly talk in such a gentle way... SCARY... Haha! But, he is the best instructor out of the 6 of them... Haha~! Tomorrow also have driving lesson early in the morning... haha! Good Luck to me! hohoho!
After my driving, I went back home... On my way back, I went to NTUC and bought a can of Chick Peas... And, crazy enough, I bought 1 big bar of Cadbury Chocolate, Fudge Brownie, Ritter Sports Chocolate Mousse and Cadbury Bites.... The moment I reached home, I heat up the Chick Peas and it taste, SUPER WONDERFUL!!! WoW! Love it!!! Then, I ate the Cadbury Bites... and, WOW!!! Very nice!!!! After that, I ate the Fudge Brownie and, deadly... It's so delicious!!! Lastly, the Ritter Sports... Cannot believe it... IT also taste so delicious!!! Opps... Ate alot of chocolate today... Not becuz I'm unhappy, just that I have the urge to taste these chocolates cuz I didn't try before... haha!!!
After junking in all this, I felt so so so so so FULL!!! And again, very reluctantly, I got out of my house and went for tuition... The sun is blasting like mad... AND SUPER DUPER HOT..!!! After tuition, I came home for dinner... And follow by another tuition... Tot that I had finished all my events of the day by 8.30pm... But opps... I forgotten that I had to spend some time with Pillow... I brought him for a short walk till Yew Tee Park and walked home... When reached home, I bathed for him and it took me an hour to blow dry his hair... Haha!!
Dunno why... But, even though I slept till 10 plus (not very good sleep although), I felt so tired from 2pm onwards.... Really dozed off and almost fell off the chair... I think maybe becuz the sun is sucking all my energy... haha!!! Opps! =P
I'm watching a korean drama now... and, there's a phrase said by the girl in the drama, which I think is quite true... Which is, 给别人的伤痛，要自己尝试才知道有多痛....

Things are getting BETTER!

Yesterday night, when I login to my BBDC account, I realised that I was not able to complete my lessons in time before the test! Panick till whole night didn't sleep well..
Today went down to BBDC and seeked for help after my driving lesson and I managed to get it settled, but I have to skip afew of the lectures for the next 2 weeks... Haiz... What to do? My fault for being so last minute in booking the lessons... =P
Leaving BBDC, I headed back to CCK and went to develop some photos of J & me... While waiting for the photos, I went over to the Card Replacement Office in CCK to get replacement of my EZlink... Finally!!! The personnal from the hotline office is efficient and good! She helped me get it done and I appreciate alot! Thanks ya!
So, I went back to collect the photos and went straight down to Tanjong Pagar to pray... My grandparents and my mom... Particularly, I missed my grandma... Haiz... I still feels so sad when I think of her everytime....
I met J around 1 plus for lunch... We was thinking whether to go Cineleisure or Grand Cathay for movie... End up we decided to go Cineleisure... But I dunno why, both of us were so sotong that we alighted at Douby Ghaut Station and walked to PS... When we were in PS, J asked me why were we in PS... Then I realised that we went to the wrong place...
No choice but had to walk to CineLeisure... haha!! UNDER THE SUPER HOT WEATHER... haha!!!
Finally, we reached Cine and bought the tix for X File... While waiting for the movie to start in 1 plus hour time, we sat at the seats available outside the Theatre hall...
I somehow dare J to find me a pen and paper immediately... And he just relaxly digged them out from his bag... No choice, but have to give him my blog add as promised... Next, I dare him again to get me a scissors on the spot... He stood up and went over to the counter of the arcade and borrowed a scissors from them! His action was so funny that I laugh out very loud.... Opps!
Hehe! With the scissors, I took out the photo that I had developed this morning and cut it... The photo was for him to put in his wallet... Also, mine... haha!!!
The compartment of his wallet for him to put photo is somehow small... I got to edit them before developing them... haha!!! Opps... No complain...
*J will read about my complains soon...!!! shhhh.... *
Doing alot of funny stuffs... haha! Then went in for movie...
Hmmmm... Maybe like what Mr Potato said... My expectation for things are all very low...
I feels that, Mummy is nice.... X File still watchable, although I still cannot get the full picture of the movie... haha!!!
The movie ended at 7pm, and it was dinner time! We went over to Borders and had a "stroll" inside and also, Shaw Isetan supermarket.... Then, we walked to Newton Circus for dinner...
We had 3 dishes but, I STILL VERY FULL!!!!
Most importantly, what I had done today was, I GAVE J MY BLOG ADDRESS cuz I promised so...
Hmmm... Dunno is it good or not... But we had an agreement... He only can start visiting my blog when we are together for a month old... So, J, if you are looking at this post now, and it's before 12 August, then, you break your promise!!!
If you are reading it now, and it's 12 August, what I would like to say is, you keep your promise.... And, 我喜欢你... Hehe!!! Shy liao lah!!! haha!!!
Ahhhhhh!!!!! Having the thoughts that he will read all my stupid thoughts in my past few entries, I so shy liao lah!!!!

Requirement of A Good Listening Ear....

First day of school of my last academic year...
Not a good start for the day....
The moment I got to the train station, I encountered problem with my EZlink card...
Card Reading Error and it can't read my card...
I went to the Passenger Service in CCK for help but it was useless...
They can't do anything... I was asked to approach the Ticketing Office...
But, do TransitLink knew that, from the moment the train start servicing, there will be people using the train... And definitely, there will be people who will encounter problem in using their "hi-tech" train system...
And, by having "help desk" available at the Passenger Service that only knows how to push their "helpless" customers to the Ticketing Office, which only opens at 12pm, is totally useless...
Do they knew that, people need help... Who knows how their translink system works? It was quite funny for the Translink Officer who was sitting inside their comfortable air conditioned Passenger Service Office, to ask the helpless customer, "do you know what's wrong with your card?"..... Who is working for translink?? Who should be the one to know the answer???
It's ok... End up I bought an Adult EZLink card from the Passenger Service counter, which cost me $15, with only a credit of $7... It was abit angry as I was supposed to be using my CONCESSION CARD!!!! And now, I had to pay $15 for a card that I wasn't supposed to pay...
After my lesson, I went over to the Ticketing Office in Boon Lay, and I was once again being "kick" to the Translink Hotline... That was not the first time.. ACtually, my card started to have problem since start of this year... I had done quite alot of stuff before to get it solve, and I was being kicked from Passenger Service counter, to Ticketing Office, to Translink Hotline, and back to Ticketing Office... And the outcome was, BACK TO SQUARE ONE... MY card is still having problem...
Enduring with it for 6 months, it finally turned from bad to worse... So, no choice..., Have to get it solved no matter what this time... I called the Hotline in the afternoon, and they kept telling me my card has no problem... Yah... BUT, THE FACT IS, I CAN'T USE IT!!!! Who can tell me why??? The Hotline personnel then suggested that I get my card replaced with a new one, but I have to pay $11... I'm more than the merrier to pay if I can get my EZlink card done once and for all!
Happily after watching movie in Bukit Batok, I purposely went down to Jurong East MRT Station, hoping to get my card done! Queueing at the Card Replacement Office, and finally, it's my turn... I thought today will be the last day of dealing with this lousy EZlink... But, the officer said that she can't do the replacement for me! At first, the officer told me that my card was being BLACKLISTED, and I need to call the HOTLINE... Listening to this, I got abit pissed off... THE HOTLINE PERSONNAL TOLD ME THAT MY CARD WAS TOTALLY FINE BY LOOKING AT THEIR SYSTEM!!!! Gosh... Am I Mas Selamat??? Do I look like him?? Why would I get blacklisted for no reason??!! She then said that she need a valid reason for the replacement... For goodness sake, I TOLD her that, I CAN'T USE IT!!! Isn't that a very very valid reason? She thought I'm damned rich and just want to have a collection of Tertiary EZlink??? She just say she can't do the replacement... I notice something which is, they will try ways to push the problem from one to another...
I told her that, Ok, I call immediately and get back to her.. And she happily told me that the office is closing in 10 minutes time and there is nothing she can do... And, she made it so obvious that, she just want to go home and don't want to help me cuz it is about 6pm...
I called the hotline again with a pot of boiling blood flowing in my body! I complained to the Officer on the phone as if no body business! Do they know how much money I had spent just a day which is not in my transport budget? Do they know how expensive it is to travel to and fro with adult fare? I used up all the $7 credit just in a day... Argh... The Hotline Offier told me that I can have my card replaced with no valid reason, the only thing is that I need to pay $11... EVEN IF IT'S $50, I'm willing to pay to get all this CRAP FIXED.... Argh...
I just hope that Translink can revise on their system and also, their staffs, especially their knowledge on translink system and also, their attitude...
Enough of all this complain... Spoilt my mood for the day... TOTALLY!!!
After all this crap, I met him for dinner...
When we met, I thought I could just talk to him about what had happened today... Just want him to provide me with a listening ear... But, while talking half way through, when I asked him where are we heading, he said that, I was "chanting" and he had no chance to asked me where I want to go... For goodness sake, I just need someone to provide me with a listening ear, for me to pour out my anger and sorrow... But, to him, I'm chanting.... 念经....
I stopped all my words about what had happened this morning that moment onwards...
I started to become quiet for the rest of the day... Already feels like crying the whole day today...
After hearing him say that I'm 念经-ing, I felt more sad... My heart felt quite hurt.... But I managed to control my tears for the rest of the day....
Sometimes, guys cannot blame their girlfriend for not telling them things or when their girlfriend choose to 诉苦 with someone else instead of them....
That's becuz, girls always feels that, they do not want their boyfriend to have bad impression of them... In any sort of ways... What girls need is just, a listening ear... Listening with your heart....
Even though my heart feels so hurt, I still couldn't open my mouth and tell him that he had hurt me... Cuz I do not want to hear him apologising to me again... Not that I'm petty... Is just that, hearing him saying Sorry to me, hurts too....
I felt extremely tired today...

A Wonderful Day before School Reopens...

This few days, quite lazy to blog... hehe!

SATURDAY, 2nd AUGUST... TODAY!!!
Hmmm... Woke up late for my 1st tuition of the day... And subsequently, I'm late for my 2nd tuition... hehehe!!!
I met him after my tuition around 3 plus and we went over to TCC for a meal... Consider as LUNCH + HIGH TEA + DINNER... We left TCC when the sky turns dark... During our stay in TCC, we had a few topics in our conversation... But, mainly is talking about our opinion in certain things.... One of it is about marriage... I'm really fear of marriage and I'm afraid of getting into one... I dunno whether can he understand how afraid I am about marriage... And instead of being disaappointed about me saying that I afraid of marriage, I really hope that he can try to make me change my mindset and makes me feels that, there is really happiness in marriage... I also hope that he is the one whom can makes me think that marriage is a step towards long-term happiness...
Leaving TCC, we proceed on to Suntec for a walk.... Walking around aimlessly from one level to another... haha! Suntec is big enough for aimless walk... hahaha!!!! After walking for awhile, we went to Millenia Walk and had a drink in one of the pub... Enjoyed the stay there... Partly becuz of the atmosphere... But mainly is becuz, he is beside me.... No matter where we go, I will enjoy it with him beside me... While drinking, of cuz, we talked alot... I got to understand him more and more... And, I hope he does too...
Crazily enough, we were playing with the camera and took numerous photos... I love taking photos with him... Funny ones... haha!!! Crazy one...!!! And, serious and pretty ones... HEHE!!!
Although abit mushy... But, I still want to say...
J, I LOVE TO HAVE YOU BY MY SIDE!!!

Friday, 1st Aug
hmmmm... quite a hectic day.... Hectic in the sense that, when I woke up, I went over to post office to collect the parcel for my online shop... VERY HEAVY... And I took the parcel, to MRT station, to pass some goods to one of my customers... But, she end up put my aeroplane... DUN EVEN WAN TO ANSWER MY CALL!!!! &*$^&$%&$#
After that, becuz of her, I rush back all the way from MRT station with that parcel in my arms, to my house, cuz there was someone coming over to repair my laptop.... After that, I rush to BBDC to have my driving lesson... I was late for that... haiz...
After my driving lesson, went for tuition... And after tuition, went down town to meet him for dinner plus movie... Watched Money not Enough 2... Quite touching throughout the show cuz the ah ma inside the movie made me think of my dearest grandma... I miss u....

Thursday, 31st July
I had ended my industrial immersion...
After my work, I went dinner with him in Botak Jones... Then, end of my day...