What is Love all about???

What is love???
I thought LOVE is between 2 person and it needs 2 of them to get it nuture and grow??
It can't be just one said giving and the other taking...
One way communication, is that really workable for a relationship??
I don't think so...
Men tends to keep what they feels to themselves, expecting the girl to know what they actually is thinking.... Isn't it so?
Being angry at the guys isn't what girls enjoy...
Particularly me, I am tired of just getting unhappy in a relationship...
I had tried being happy and feeling happy in this relationship...
Indeed, I'm happy since the beginning of this relationship...
Everytime when I am being asked about my relationship, I gave a very positive answer...
Really, I thought I am always very happy in this relationship, regardless of the problems that had been happening recently... between us...
But, it doesn't goes as expected... At least, I feels so...
Comes to think about it, what do I achieved by throwing tantrum at him and nagging at him???
I think, is nothing... Everything goes back to square one again not long after....
Instead, it makes me feels more and more like adding pressure into this relationship....
I knew that, this problem between us getting serious since my birthday...
And, he doesn't wish that to happen too...
I admit that, I'm being selfish.... I care more about my own than his....
But comes to think about it again, I got tired when I throw tantrum at him, he will feels so too, right???
What for??? What has this relationship becomes???
I knew that, it's not everyday cloudy day when I'm with him... But, at least 3 days in a week, it is... At least 43% of my time with him, tends to turn into cloudy days...
What am I going to do???

Twist on my 22nd Birthday

First of all, I want to thank all the MS Peepz for celebrating my birthday on 5th Nov with me, in Kushinbo...
And thanks for the crocos voucher! hehe! I finally bought a crocos... Haha!!!
So, my actual day of birthday, which is yesterday, 6th nov, it was planned to celebrate together with James....
But in the end, due to some unforesee circumstances, he had to leave me alone and left me with disappointment.
I know that he had no choice as some thing serious had happened to his family.
In the end, I spent my last few hours of my birthday in TTSH.
The atmosphere there was tensed...
Suddenly I realised that, we must really cherish the people around us as we won't know what will happened any moment....
Someone who is fit and healthy, can suddenly just landed up in hospital with caused still unknown...
I don't dare to enter into the CCU as I knew that I will definitely shed tears....
I did not want to add in additional sorrow to his family....
I don't know what can I do other than sitting there to accompany him....
A sudden thought of death, it can be so scary....
If I knew that I will definitely die, I will not want the doctor to try and rescue me....
If I knew that I can survive if the doctor try to save me, I don't mind going through all the torturing treatments and suffer for a period of time....
I really hope that the 2nd thought of mine can actually happen....
I should change my birthday wish....
I wish that, the person in hospital can wake up as soon as possible... Your family is waiting for you...
God bless you....