hOw it feels liKe?

How would you feel if you have to go through the incident you hated most afew years ago now?
How do you feel when you trying to find a LISTENING ear, yet people are giving you comments and making you feel worse?
How do you feel when you see someone you loved is sad, yet you cannot do anything? Really, can do nothing....
How do you feel when you know someone you loved will leave you soon, yet you cannot do anything to let him stay by your side?
How do you feel if you knows that someone you loved need you the most at this period of time, yet you had no choice as you have to leave him soon?
How do you feel?